I think the hormones are kicking my ass today.
I thought I knew loneliness. What kind of sick joke is it that my family has grown by one tiny person and yet I feel this lonely?
Nature is a bitch sometimes. Sunshine, blue skies, 70 degree weather outside and inside I feel like I'm withering away in a dark, dank, claustrophobic cavern.
Fuck everything right now. Wishing I had a stick and a room full of ceramics to destroy.
Wanting to cry/barf again but glad I'm not having self harming urges.
I'll just keep plodding on.
Just keep plodding, just keep plodding...