Monday, December 12, 2016

I Been Busy!

Boy howdy. It's been a busy few days!

Saturday the hubby and I got an extended date day when my mom surprised us and said that she wasn't planning on staying for lunch, just grabbing Baby Bananaface and heading out (she was taking him for an overnight babysitting session so the hubs and I could go to a game group party). So the hubster and I took the opportunity to dine in the bar section and the hubs even had a fufu mojito!

That was just the beginning of our date day-some shopping, a murder mystery party, and a movie at the theater followed! The movie was a pretty big deal considering I hadn't been to the cinema in over 6 months for fear of triggering my anxiety or panic. I definitely experienced some stress but I was able to ride the waves, use my skills, and make it through the movie without succumbing to the anxiety or a panic attack-I'd even say that I had a good time ;o)



Sunday I juggled ornaments and the gym before my sister arrived with BB (worked out really well that we could drop him off halfway to my parents' Saturday and then my sister could bring him back to us on Sunday since she and I had plans). She and I proceeded to have a girls' night out with a trip to a local nursery/shop for their Christmas extravaganza (I enjoyed some free decaf and Christmas cookie treats).

We then proceeded to have a fun dinner out before nabbing some lattes on our way downtown to the theater where we got to see a live production of "The Little Mermaid!" We were both a little worried about how they would handle one of our favorite movies ever but the production was nicely executed and we weren't disappointed. We both got the crap scared outta us by some confetti cannons but it was fun overall!


I think my favorite part of the night was listening to music while we drove to Seattle and back; singing at the top of lungs together. My sister and I aren't always on the same wavelength and sometimes it feels like we don't know each other very well, but last night we had a great time together and I'm so grateful for the experience.



Today I had to just keep rollin' as I had two appointments downtown and still have one to go (thankfully not as far a drive but still outta my way). 

My endocrinology appointment went super fast as did my blood draw. Good news! If this thyroid level is good like my last test I can switch to following up with my primary care provider instead of seeing a specialist-and that means just driving or walking across the street instead of driving 45 minutes into downtown *woot*

My psychiatry appointment went well too. We talked about all the progress I've made and how I'm handling the challenges that remain and agreed that waiting and seeing how the Lamictal treats me this time is the best idea for now. I had tried the Lamictal months ago for purely mood stabilizing purposes but now I've been prescribed the drug for anti-seizure purposes. My psychiatrist thinks it might work better this time around as a mood stabilizer since my mood is much better now to start with than it was. As she put it, "you were in a hole, a BIG hole." I sure hope she's right and I can get a 2-for-1 with this med! 



Whew. So that's a bit of what's going on here. Trying not to think too far ahead but still working toward my goals, one step at a time :o)

Happy Monday! 

21 comments:

  1. Hannah, how lovely to see your post, and your photo made me grin from ear to ear! I love your facial expressions. I am so proud of you, dear friend, you have definitely come a long way! Love and hugs to you. :)

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    1. Thank you :o) I love that picture too!

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  2. Lovely to read and show wonderful for you! I hope you have many more days like these. Hugs to you!

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  3. Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. I am happy dancing (badly) for you.

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    1. Haha any happy dancing is good dancing!

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  4. You deserved such a lovely time with hubby and fun time with sister.

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  5. Good news all around. I love singing with my sister and just being silly, too. Keep the good news coming. :)

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  6. What a lovely family photo of you and your sister!

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  7. You're awesome to write about mental health stuff so openly. And a murder mystery party sounds awesome!

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  8. Oops...that's awesome twice in two sentences. ;)

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    1. No such thing as too much awesome in my book! :o)

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  9. I love that you went out with your sister. Yay! I know you two have had challenges so this is a great thing. I think as we age we realize the value of siblings.

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    1. Thank you :o) I'm glad too. I think I've stepped back from trying to change things and accepted our relationship for what it is, being open to change as it comes and appreciating the good parts as much as I can! It's complicated but no matter the past or future, I sure enjoyed the present of that outing on Sunday <3

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Be well, HBF