Another Slight

 So yesterday we had a Zoom meeting with the hubbo's parents and one of his siblings (the other three couldn't make it). During the course of the meeting my MIL was mooning over the grandbabies and somehow said something like "5 of the most cute grandbabies" and then my BIL said, "And one on the way." 

We were all confused. We thought for a second my BIL was expecting a surprise! Turns out that one of the hubster's sisters is pregnant. The same one that neglected to tell us she was getting married too. I can't remember how we found that out-maybe my BIL let that slip too. But basically, this isn't the first time we've been left out (by "we" I mean the hubby and I as well as his parents). 

I texted my MIL after the Zoom call and she admitted that she was devastated finding out this way. I feel so bad for her and even then I don't fully comprehend what she must be feeling. I think my protectiveness has been fueling a bit of rumination and anger. Realistically, we aren't a part of this sister's life. We need her in our lives as much as she needs us in hers-nil. Somehow that doesn't completely soften the blow. 

Anyways, so that's a slice of drama for y'all! 

In other news, my first therapy appointment in years went pretty well. Lots of talk about breathing exercises which is helpful. I think we'll get more into me next time but there were a lot of "get to know ya" questions too. Not sure what therapy is going to look like but he did mention jotting down any dreams I remember to discuss. So that could be interesting. 

Not looking forward to this week at school because it's going to be a lot of writing time for the kids which is always boring. I think I might break it up with some quizzes or something. IDK, I couldn't really focus today.

Boring

 Classes are still rather boring. I'm not sure why, exactly, although my leading theory is senioritis. I try to be peppy and get people talking but I just get stares. I'll keep at it even though I feel like they know I'm forcing the small talk. It's good to stretch out class time too but my second block always goes faster than the first.

The hubs says boring is better than mayhem, which is true.

In other news, I got my crown today. I still feel a little zing when I bite down and eating a blueberry muffin proved uncomfortable chewing on that side. Not so much the pressure of the bite but a cold sensation-another zing. I will see how things improve the next couple days but so far it's not nearly as uncomfortable as the first stage.

Today we had our first parent-teacher conference! The teacher is so nice and seems really on it. Apparently BB is suffering from a lack of focus or motivation. Unfortunately he's in the back of the room so she says it's a bit hard staying on top of him. We have to work on his eye contact and heeding clean up warnings (we're cleaning up in 5 minutes and so forth) because he just doesn't want art time to end. We were more concerned about his letters performance, honestly. She isn't too concerned yet but he's somewhat on a watch list.

Been thinking about going back to a gym program. It's been a long time since the injury took me out the spring before last. I was going to the gym when we were back in WA but nothing near the intensity of CrossFit and I think I need that higher level of stimulation. It's not just about the physical, it really makes me feel better about myself too.

My first therapy appointment on Monday was cancelled and I see him this upcoming Monday now. Still not sure what to talk about or where it will go but I'm feeling hopeful that this will be a good therapist. He looks to have a grey beard so I would think he's been around the block and knows his stuff unless this is a second career for him!

Anywho! Been watching a lot of "Nailed It!" on Netflix and just got into "Stark Trek: Discovery." Other than that, just plodding.

Well wishes all and welcome fall!

Another Appointment

 I had another appointment this past week... for the dentist. I usually enjoy the dentist. I get compliments on my teeth and I like getting a cleaning. This time was different. The cleaning was a deeper cleaning than I'm used to and uncomfortable. While everyone was friendly it was a parade of "could be betters" rather than "wow your teeth are beautiful." I hadn't been the dentist in over a year and I think it was telling on my teeth.

Anyways. As if that wasn't enough I do have a cavity but more interestingly and unfortunately I have to get a crown. Apparently my teeth grinding and jaw clenching took a toll on my rear most molar on my bottom right. I cracked a filling as well as the tooth. It is weird considering I only get a very dull ache from that tooth on occasion. Supposedly teeth in need of a crown are much more of a bother (?)

I'm not thrilled. Okay, I'm more than not thrilled. I'm a bit scared and dreading it. They say that after they grind my tooth down I'm going to be in pain for days. (Not to mention the $500) I'm not sure how bad it'll be and I'm worried about complications. Oh of course I make up all types of awful fantasies! Like they get in there and discovery the tooth is ruined and they have to yank it. Or I pop off the temporary crown and chaos ensues. 

So, that's what is up. In addition I have parent-teacher conferences in a couple short weeks and over half my class is failing quite dramatically after not turning in their first assessments. Wunderbar! That'll make for some great conversations with the folks. Not like I'm not nervous enough never having done a conference!

Wow. I'm feeling pretty negative right now... some positives... BB is doing well. We all went camping to Great Basin National Park in Nevada and got to see the Milky Way and some gorgeous stars. It all turned out better than I imagined so that was good.

One minute at a time... :o)