November is here and I'm still a bit shaky from the work stress, but hanging in there. I'm looking forward to Thanksgiving and the holidays, but concerned about how I've handled the winter in the past. Last year was the first year in a very long time that went well for me. This year already looks like I could be in for some struggles.
My therapy appointment was blasé and not super helpful. I'm not sure if I want to pursue a different therapist or not right now. I wanted some hardcore therapy-tising sort of strategy meeting and it was a little too casual and chatty. It had been over a year since my last session and I think I expected something with more formality. We will see how the next few weeks go, I guess.
Today I was off. Especially when I got home from work. I didn't talk much, I skulked upstairs and stared. Just sat down on the floor by the bed and stared. Stared at a lot of different shapes and fabrics and patterns, whatever I could see. Hubs found me eventually and asked if I was safe type of thing, which I was. But I'm off. I'm still off. Couldn't manage to get myself together for CrossFit in time. I'm doing this and I just submitted a job application... so I guess I've done something worthwhile.
But I don't feel well. I feel... off.
Now I'll go feel off doing something else!
Wishing everyone a good November. Not sure if I'll post again this month considering my recent posting history!
