I'm having a rough time being positive but I'm trying-I'm railing against the boo-hoos!
That said, I must say these "jitters" suck big polar bear butt. It really doesn't help that I think I've got the bug that Baby Banananface just finished up with. The body aches, slight fever, and sleepiness (I took a nap for the first time in eons yesterday!) combined with the creepy-crawly skin, nervous wiggles and jitters is not a pleasant combo.
I think the jitters are from my anxiety this morning but sometimes they are from my mood stabilizers. The jitters would be easier to stomach if I felt like my meds were taking care of all my issues and making life a whole lot easier, but I don't feel that way. I sometimes doubt if my meds do all that much! I hate this "in-between" feeling as we try to find the right dose and the right medication for me... Ugh.
I'm done focusing on this crap for now! I'm gonna play some Yahtzee (the hubster and I have been having a lot of fun playing together lately) and listen to some talk radio and leave this sickness/medication crap for later.
Sometimes I just gotta take a break from it all and pretend like it's all good!
Sometimes a little make believe time is the best we can do :o)