Yippee!

Half of this yippee is legitimate and the other half is sarcastic.

The legitimate half is that my blog has passed 10,000 views! And I haven't been feeling horrible! Yippee!

The sarcastic half is that I've got more insurance crap to deal with.

Our insurance from last month still has outstanding, unresolved claims that I'm not sure can be resolved by our certificate of continuing coverage or if there was yet another mix-up and delay that is hindering the payments. Either way, it's a pain in the neck and every time we call we get someone different with a new story.

As far as new insurance, it wasn't a seamless transition. The hubster has been looking forward to this new insurance for weeks but now that we're finally covered I'm just frustrated.

Not only was the insurance not activated by the 1st as was scheduled, some of my current providers aren't covered. To be precise, 2/3 of my providers aren't covered.

After switching up therapists and primary care docs a few months back and then dealing with the taper and some episodes I don't feel up to another scramble. Thankfully I haven't had any serious issues that require immediate attention, so I've decided to just let things sit for a bit.

That said I know that I'm going to have to find another new therapist and another new primary care naturopath and I'm not happy about it. My acupuncturist is covered at least and I could see the Foot Zone lady again since she doesn't take insurance anyways but I feel like my main line of defense is down.

I really liked my therapist and I really liked my naturopath and the office staff/atmosphere/location. It's a bummer and a pain and definitely discouraging.

In better news I've been reading a book that really resonates with me and has helped me feel better lately, it's Karol K. Truman's "Feelings Buried Alive Never Die." The Foot Zone therapist recommended it to me and I've really liked it, there are similar concepts to Louise Hay's "You Can Heal Your Life" but more theory.

I'm also on call for a birth and anxious about my performance as a doula. I have so little faith even when I have a good track record!